| i have weird dreams. most people decide they want to be doctors or lawyers or things like that. and most people want to stay in theyre home town or go somewhere cool like new york or california or things like that. but i have a dream or what i want to be and where i want to go. and here it is: my dream is to flip houses. and i want to live in park city, ut. which is somewhere ive never been. i want to live in park city, ut and flip houses in salt lake city. i want to do it so so bad. i know its something i would never get bored at. which is saying alot for me because thats why i havent picked a career by now. i just know ill get bored of most everything. so the problem is i dont even know where to start or how to livce out this dream. anyone have any suggestions? im too poor to just get up and do it. |
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| okay. so how do you ever really know youre in love? ive been told by some people that they think im a commitmentphobe and i dont think that persay... but i do think love often scares me. cause i thought i was in love with jimmi and patrick. but im so over both of them that i cant even remember feeling that love. at all. so when is it real? how do you know? i dont want to make any more mistakes in love. [but im getting old. haha.] |
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| so i just randomly remembered i had a xanga. hi everyone. |
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| you know what i learned today? i learned that when you go into work with a caffeine high everyone will love you even more than they already do! |
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